Well, I am not sure when I actually lead, but whatever.*
So here it is, copycat’s girl very own site. Woo-hoo! Cheers all around. Not sure about the theme yet, keep picturing green girl one, looks like my old workout clothes – with a nice yoga/Pilates feel, bringing a more serene image to mind. However, it seems a little, I don’t know, something-ish (me smarted, me good vocabulary).
Speaking of serenity…I would like to add to this blog my attempts to calm my life and bring back awareness of my own body. Somehow, I have always felt like taking time for myself was selfish and unnecessary, that others are always more important. Not to say you are not important, my lovely friends. However, I even put rogue rat orders and fixing other people’s laziness before taking time for me. This is in complete contradiction to what I normally tell others, which is that you need to take time for yourself in order to be a more effect person/individual/wife/mother. However, I keep saying, “Oh I will relax/have fun when this is done and this is organized, etc,etc…” (a trap we all fall in I know). Instead, I get nothing done, everything is more disorganized and I have become a fat (oh, come on, did you really think I would give up that word?), cranky, tense, fuddy-duddy.
So, we now have:
Mission: Body more beautiful
Mission: Serenity now
Mission: Boogie down! (have fun with life again!)
Still want to be my friend?
* please refer back to the title. I am an equal opportunity employer here. I don’t just follow, in fact I have tended to swim in the opposite direction many-a-time. Eek, well that is now the ‘cool’ thing to do, so, hell, I don’t know anymore. Just wanted to edit it to say, I felt egotistical when writing leader, like I am some kind of trend setter. If anything I do anymore could be construed as a trend, then we are doomed to a sad state of affairs my friend. Regardless, the need to clarify this is so truly pathetic. I will stop right now. Jeeze, do I need to add “Mission: Find self-esteem”? No, too many missions. It will come with the completion of the other missions. I can lead, I can follow. I’m flexible baby!
i still want to be your friend.