I feel…

• fat, uccky and wrinkled
• broken
• proud to have awesome friends, hubbie and animals
• very lucky to have all the advantages in life I have/had
• sad I squandered so many of said advantage

• a little uneasy that I am ‘going under the knife’ on Friday for who-knows-what. You think the one having the procedure should get to know what they are doing – but hey, they don’t know either

• somehow still serene that I am going under the knife on Friday, even if we are not sure what one will find. I personally think I have gold hidden up there and will be rich at the end of Friday. Whoo-hoo!

• I know after I am back on my feet next week – I will be back, full speed on kicking the ADIPOSE TISSUE outta my body! Yes, I have said this before. Yet, I have new found strength people – don’t question it. Roll with, hop on board the fitness train you know you want to join!

• I have to pee…..that is all.